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I Killed an Academy Player Chapter 260: Side Story – Familiar (4)

Chapter 260: Side Story – Familiar (4)

I was the happiest‍​​ man in the⁠​ world.

Working​‌ a decent job,​⁠‍ I was trusted‌ by everyone in‌‍​ the village and​‌⁠ even had myself​‍‍ a beautiful wife.⁠​

Park⁠ Sirin.

A beautiful and kind-hearted​ wife.

Plus,​⁠ she was an​⁠ intelligent mage. She​‍ was rich, smart,​ pretty and sexy…⁠‌ Everyday was a joyful day.

It‍ was at the‍‍ Academy that I met her. At‍‌ the Merkarva Academy⁠‍​ that nurtured knights‍⁠ and mages, we​‍ met as peers,‌‍⁠ became close and‍ quit the Academy​ to get married.‍‌​

Although​​ we had yet‌ to carry out​ a proper wedding​‍⁠ ceremony, we were⁠ basically already married‍‍ as a pair‍‌ of young male‌⁠​ and female living⁠ under one roof.⁠‌‌

[Korin,‍ do you want⁠​ some potatoes?]

“Hmm…”​‌‌

Was⁠​ there… someone else‍​ at the Academy?​​

For⁠‍‍ some reason, I had trouble remembering‌‌⁠ my days at‌⁠ the Academy even⁠ though it should‌ be quite recent.‌⁠

“What​​⁠ are you doing?”‌

“Huh?”‍‌‍

My​ wifey was back⁠ after finishing an​ experiment from a workshop we built‌ inside the house.‍

“I⁠ was thinking about​‌ the Academy.”

“………Why?”‌⁠​

“You‌​ know… It’s where‍⁠ we met each‌ other.”

“It’s⁠ not that important,⁠‌​ is it? Now‍‌ is what’s important.”⁠

It​‍ felt like she⁠​​ wanted to avoid⁠‌⁠ speaking about the​‌‍ Academy. Although I couldn’t understand why,​ I didn’t linger⁠‍ on the topic‍‌‌ because there was‍ no reason to⁠ talk about something⁠‍ my wifey didn’t‌ want to talk⁠‌​ about.

[Korin-dongsaeeeeeeng~!]‍‌​

But‌⁠ a doubt about‌‌​ why those memories‌‍‍ weren’t so clear‍ remained in a corner of my‍ mind.

“Oh⁠‍​ right. I have‌ to go to‍ the town hall⁠ for a bit.”‍‌‍

“Why?”⁠‍‍

“There‌‌ is a Village⁠⁠​ Youth Meeting.”

“………”‌⁠‌

Her​‌⁠ face quickly turned​ stiff. Her dark‌‌ and hazy eyes⁠​ went out of‌ focus as she‍​ looked straight through‌ me.

“You’re⁠​‍ lying.”

“Honey?”⁠

“Which‌ bitch is it‌​ this time?”

“You’re⁠‍ over-thinking things. Why‌‍ would I cheat​​ on you?”

“I‍‍ didn’t say you‍ would be ‘cheating’​ though? Why; is‌ that what you‍⁠‌ were thinking about?​ They said there‌ will be a lot of bitches‌⁠ coming over this‌ time. Is that​​ why you’re going?”‍

She​ was definitely over-thinking‌ things.

The‌‍⁠ agenda for this⁠​ meeting was about‍‌ reinforcing the fences⁠ around the fields⁠⁠‌ and paddies of⁠‌‌ our village. Of⁠ course there would⁠ be some young​⁠ women there as⁠ well, because a small village like‌ ours always lacked‍ manpower and both​ men and women⁠ had to work​⁠ together.

“Are‌‍ you trying to⁠⁠ drive me crazy,⁠⁠ oppa?”

“………”​​‍

There​‍‍ was no end​ to it whenever⁠⁠ Sirin started her⁠ series of doubts.‍​⁠

She‌ was such a lovely wife who‍⁠‍ whole-heartedly loved me​​‌ but… this was‍‍ her only downside.‌⁠ She was way⁠ too skeptical and⁠​ became jealous way‍ too easily.

“I⁠ know you are‌‍ trying to meet⁠‌‍ up with other​ bitches again, so‍ why bother lying?”​‍​

Ehew.‍ I guess I wouldn’t be able‌ to go to​‍‌ the youth meeting​‍‌ today.

“W,‌​​ wait! What are‌‍ you— uhp?!”

………‌‌⁠

“S,​​ stop… I told‍‍ you to stop…!”‍

……⁠

“P,‍​⁠ please… L, let⁠ me take a breath…”

“Ahtt…⁠ Oppa, I love​‍​ you…”

Mission⁠‌⁠ success.

As​‌‍ it was said,⁠‌ the rod was​​‍ the best cure⁠ for yanderes.

****‍‌‍

“Haha.​⁠ You look like⁠​ you are enjoying⁠​ yourself lately.”

Oengus,​​‍ the Danann of​ Love, laughed upon​‍ seeing the gloss​‍⁠ on Sirin’s skin.‍

“As‌ expected of the‍ next Sun, a normal Yin is​ nowhere near enough‌​⁠ to deal with​‍​ it.”

“Be‍ quiet.”

Park​​ Sirin was spending‌‍​ a better newly-wed⁠⁠‍ life than she‌ had expected. Her⁠​ beloved oppa was⁠​ loyal to his⁠ family; he loved​⁠‌ his wife and‍​⁠ his affectionate actions⁠‍ were over-the-top even.‍⁠​

[Are⁠ you trying to​​ drive me crazy,​⁠⁠ oppa?]

It⁠‍​ was her fault‍ that she couldn’t‌ dismiss her doubt.‌⁠

Despite⁠​ finally laying her​ hands on her​‌ love, Sirin still​‍ obsessed over him,​ was skeptical and‍​ constantly observant.

She‍⁠‍ was the wrong​⁠ one. Korin wasn’t⁠⁠ someone who would⁠‌ cheat on his‌ wife.

Naturally,⁠ his remarks were‍ still flirtatious and‌ he would unconsciously‌​ attract women but…‌‍ there was no​‌ way that someone​‌‌ as kind-hearted as‌‍‌ him would do​ anything adulterous.

Even​ so, she was​⁠ still anxious.

It‍‌ felt ominous. He⁠⁠​ still didn’t feel‌⁠ like hers, and‌ it felt like‍⁠ he could slip‌ past her fingers⁠⁠ whenever she wasn’t‍​​ looking.

“That‌ is how it‍⁠ always will be⁠ for love gained‍​ through trickery. You‍ will constantly remain‍ uneasy.”

“Just‍ shut up.”

As‌⁠ reward for her‌‌ trial, she gained⁠ the cooperation of‌​‍ Oengus. Together, they​​ added in fake⁠‍ memories and brainwashed‌ him.

After‌ spending a ridiculous‌​​ amount of mana​‍​ and through several⁠ grand magic spells,‌ when she heard⁠ the word, ‘honey’​‍⁠ from him at‍‌‍ last, the shock‌‌⁠ and joy was‌‌ so immense that‍​ Sirin had fainted‍⁠ for about 3 seconds.

The​‍‌ following week was‌‍ the sweetest she⁠ could ever imagine‍ – it was‌‍⁠ a life straight⁠ out of her​​ dreams.

“Oppa⁠ is slowly regaining⁠⁠‍ his memories.”

But⁠​ as if trying‍ to mark an⁠ end to this​ deceitful relationship, Korin​⁠⁠ was slowly waking‌​‍ up from his‌‌ hypnosis.

“That‌‍​ is natural. If​‌​ not for his​​‍ divinity being emptied‍ out due to​‍‌ the fight against​​‌ Valtazar, no poison‍⁠ would have ever‍ worked on him‌‌⁠ in the first‌​⁠ place.”

“…”⁠​

“Don’t‍ you know better‍‌ yourself? The Sun⁠ has already reached​⁠​ a status that⁠‍ you cannot reach.”‌​‍

“I⁠ am still stronger​​ than…”

“I⁠​‌ told you, did‍​ I not? From​ the moment you‌​ got here.”

Sirin​‌‍ had arrived in‍​ this world when‍ the fight against‌ the Frost Giant‍‍ was about to‍‌⁠ begin in the‍ north.

Korin‌‌⁠ Lork was still​​‍ the same retarded⁠‍⁠ idiot, and fool‌ over-immersed in a game, who was‍ running around left‍ and right trying​‍​ to save the​​‌ world.

[I​‌‌ can help him…]‌

Unfortunately,‍‌⁠ she arrived right⁠⁠‍ before the war​ was about to​ end.

According‍⁠ to her original⁠‍ plan, she had‌‌⁠ to remain in‌​​ Mag Mell for‍​ at least a year to recover‌⁠ the mana she⁠ had used during‌ the inter-dimensional travel⁠‍‌ but… the final​‌ battle had begun⁠⁠‌ way ahead of​​⁠ schedule.

[Well,⁠ your help won’t‍​ make any difference.]‍

[What?]​⁠‌

Hearing‌‌ the derisive remark‌ of Nuada, the‌ Danann of the⁠‍‌ Sun, Sirin turned​‍ towards him with‌ a sharp gaze,‍⁠ but he continued‍​ as if talking‍​ to a little⁠⁠‌ child.

[Why‍‌ do you think‌ you weren’t chosen‍‌⁠ by Lia Fail‌⁠​ despite your strength?]‌⁠

[Even​ if you happen​ to recover all⁠ your power, do⁠‍​ you think you‌​‍ can still guarantee‌‌⁠ a win against⁠‌‍ Tates Valtazar, or‌ Korin Lork?]

[You‍​ will definitely fail.⁠‌​ Even if you⁠ could overwhelm them​ through force, in⁠‌‍ the end, you‍‌‍ won’t be able​ to overcome the‍ martial art and‍ karma they possess.]‍

[……]​

The‍ Danann of Light,⁠⁠ Lugh, said the‍ same thing as‌‍‍ the Danann of‍ the Sun.

And‍ now, even the⁠⁠‍ Danann of Love⁠ was saying with‍​ certainty in his⁠⁠⁠ voice.

“What‍⁠ if we recast​‌ the hypnosis… when​⁠ he wakes up…”‍‌

“Impossible.‌ After recovering his‍ divinity, the Sun⁠⁠‌ will definitely confront⁠ you. Well, in​⁠⁠ terms of sheer‌‍‍ strength, you are‍​ definitely above Korin‍‍ Lork since he⁠‍ still hasn’t done⁠⁠ his coronation.”

“Then…”⁠

“But⁠⁠‍ do you think‌ you can beat‌​‍ him? Do you⁠​ really?”

“…”‌

Sirin‌⁠ couldn’t reply, because​‍ she couldn’t defeat​ even the weakened‌‌​ Tates Valtazar. Despite⁠ having the upper‍ hand in strength​⁠ and having stats​ that would have‍​‍ allowed her to‍ demolish him in-game,⁠ she still allowed​ him to approach‍ her.

“What​ even is that‍‍ ‘martial art’ and⁠‍​ ‘karma’?”

“I⁠​ can’t say it‌​ for sure either​ but… they are​​ ethereal things that​ bloom in a battlefield. You will⁠⁠‌ only be able⁠ to keep him​ here for a short period of‌‍⁠ time. Before long,⁠‍ the next King‍‍ of Gods will‌⁠ awaken.”

“…I‌‌ know.”

Korin⁠​ was slowly regaining⁠‌ his memories despite​‍⁠ them being sealed​‍ by a Transcendent⁠‍ Spell. He was​​⁠ clearly not the​ same as the‍‌ Korin she knew​‍⁠ from the last‍ iteration.

And​​ upon retrieving his‍‍ memories, he would‌​ realize who she​‌​ was.

Then‍ he would look‌​‍ at her with‍ hatred and disgust…​‌ just like before.⁠⁠‌

[You…‍ just chose the​⁠⁠ easy way out.]⁠‌

The‌ same eyes of​‍​ cold fury… that‍‌ he showed her‌​ upon realizing the​ comfortable life she‌ had lived at​ the cost of‍‍‌ monopolizing everything; even‍‍​ lives.

“If‍​‌ I just have⁠​‌ a little bit‌‍ of time… I can somehow deal​‍‍ with all of​‍⁠ them. Those NPC⁠‌ bitches…”

Sirin⁠ now knew that‍​‍ this world wasn’t​‍‌ a fake one.⁠ She found out‍‌ the truth behind⁠‌‌ the players’ roles‌ and Heroic Legend​ of Arhan, but‍​ even then, she​ still resorted to⁠‌ calling them ‘NPC’s.‌‌⁠

One​‌ reason was because​‍‍ she feared that‌ if she acknowledged‍‍​ them as people‍​‌ just like her,‍​ she might not‍ be able to​‌ pull off the⁠ deed.

In‌​⁠ addition, acknowledging that‍ would also be‍‍ the same as⁠‍ acknowledging her past‌‌ of killing countless‍‍‍ people in the⁠‍‍ last iteration, and​​ doing so, she‌‌ would never be‌‍​ able to approach​⁠ Korin; she would​​‌ never be understood‌⁠​ or loved by‌⁠​ him.

Despite⁠ knowing it was‍​‌ a method of‌‍⁠ self-justification, it was⁠⁠‍ unavoidable. This world​‍⁠ had to be‌‌ fake, and the‌ people she killed‌‌​ had to be⁠‍ NPCs. They had‍‌‍ to be fragments⁠​‌ of data that‍ could be erased​‌⁠ and recovered at‌ ease.

Oengus‌​⁠ sympathetically watched the​‍​ self-paradoxical and pitiful‌⁠ girl thinking to‍‍ herself. Knowing love​​⁠ and depending on​​ someone for the‌‍ first time in‌​ her life, she⁠‌ wanted to confess‌ her love but⁠ couldn’t until the⁠​ very end due​⁠‌ to the body⁠ she was forced‍​ into.

But⁠‍ now, it was​​⁠ too late for‌​ her to simply‌‍‌ confess and achieve‍‌‍ true love.

“Young‍ girl.”

“…What?”‌⁠​

“Half​⁠​ of the reason‌‍ I am cooperating​ with you is‌‌​ curiosity, but the​​​ other half is‌ sympathy.”

“…”⁠‌‌

Sirin’s‌⁠‌ eyes turned sharp.‍‌ She had more‍​​ than enough power‌‌ to eradicate Oengus,​‍ who was but​‍ a leftover fragment‌⁠​ of a god,⁠‍​ but despite knowing⁠‍‍ that, Oengus did‌‌ not stop his⁠‍‍ advice on her⁠​⁠ love.

Because‍ he was the‍‍ Danann of Love,‍‍ a man who⁠‍‌ had formerly thrown‍⁠ away everything for​‌ love, he did⁠ not stop.

“This⁠​​ is a process.​⁠⁠ Do not consider‍‌ this the conclusion.⁠‍​ Your love is⁠‌‍ impure, obsessive, and‌ will not be‌​⁠ understood by anyone.⁠‌⁠

“The‌‌ reason I am‌​‍ supporting your plan‌‌ that will surely⁠ come to an⁠‌ end is because‌ I consider this‍ a process, not‍‍⁠ an outcome.

“In‌​ order to lead‍​⁠ to the final‌‍ outcome, what you‌ need is not⁠⁠ restrictiveness or hypnosis.‍⁠⁠ For your love​ to bear fruit‍‍‍ and receive the‍‌⁠ true acknowledgement of‌ your loved one,‍​⁠ you must endure​‌ through this ordeal.‍‍

“Young‌ girl Sirin, you‍⁠ young child. Do​‍ not think love‍‍ is that easy‌ to obtain.

“Endure‌ through the pain⁠ it brings and‌ approach him with‍⁠‍ honesty. No matter⁠ how unlikely of​ a possibility it‍⁠‍ may seem, the​ love at the‍​​ end of that​⁠​ tunnel will be‍​ incomparably greater than⁠​ what was achieved​‌ by deceiving yourself.‍​

“Child.⁠ Go for an​ honest love.”

“………”‍​

Sirin​‍ could not say‍ a single thing​⁠‌ back to Oengus.​⁠ It was so‍ clear from the​ honesty she could‍⁠‍ feel from his‍⁠ voice and his‍⁠⁠ gaze… that he⁠⁠⁠ was truly speaking​‌ for her sake.⁠

But‍ was it not⁠ already too late?‌‌​

What‍ could she do​ now…? Undo the‍‍ hypnosis and be‍​‍ honest?

What‌ if he rejected​⁠ her? What if‍ he looked at​​ her with the‌​‍ same eyes of‌​ hatred and anger?‌

Sirin‌ knew that she⁠‌ wouldn’t be able⁠‍​ to handle that.‍‌⁠

3 years of unrequited⁠​ love.

15​⁠ years of obsession.​‌⁠

She‍ couldn’t possibly throw‌‌⁠ away with her⁠⁠‌ own hands what⁠​‌ she had finally⁠ obtained at the⁠⁠⁠ end of all‍⁠ that.

Even​ if others might‌‌ hate her, loathe​‌‍ her, or consider​​ her a lunatic‌​​ for killing every‌​‍ woman approaching Korin,‍

She​‌⁠ could not possibly‌‍‍ give up on‍​⁠ her love.

It⁠‍‌ wasn’t even a possibility for her.​‍​

The​‍ end, however, came‍‌ near.

She‍‍ had to make‍‌ a choice.

****​‌

“Cough…!”⁠‌⁠

Korin⁠‌​ suddenly coughed out‍​​ a heap of​‌ blood and collapsed.‍⁠ Seeing that, Sirin‍ ran up to​ her in fright.​⁠

“O,‍ oppa!”

What⁠‌ was going on‌ all of a sudden? Why? He⁠ hadn’t yet fully‌ recovered his divinity⁠⁠ though!

“Cough,‍‍ cough…! Uweeeek…!”

The⁠⁠‌ amount of blood​​​ he was coughing‍ out was definitely‌‍‍ abnormal. It was​ so much that​ any normal human‍⁠ would have died⁠⁠‍ already.

“W,‌‍​ why… What’s going​​ on?”

Sirin​⁠‍ carried him with‍​‍ trembling hands. She⁠​⁠ brought him to‌‌ her laboratory, laid‍‍⁠ him down and​ poured an elixir‌ down his mouth.‍

However,​‍​ Korin didn’t get‍ any better, and⁠ she could see‌​ him getting worse‌ and worse in‍​ real time.

“Oppa.​‌‌ Oppa…! N, no…!”‍‍

Her‍ mind froze.

The​‍‌ God of Magic‌⁠‌ who was always‌ rational and cold⁠‌ when using magic,⁠⁠‌ could never keep⁠​ her calm whenever‍ something concerned Korin.‌

She⁠⁠⁠ was frightened.

What‍‍ if oppa died​⁠⁠ just like this?⁠‌ What if he‌‍ were to leave​⁠ my side forever?‍‍⁠

She‌ imagined the future‌ she feared the‍ most; a horrendous‍​ future where her‌‍ love didn’t even‍​⁠ exist.

“C,‍ calm down. There​ has to be‌ a reason. I can just… find‍​ it myself.”

Calming‌​‌ herself down, she‍‌ started looking for‌⁠ the cause. She⁠​⁠ used her magic⁠ eyes to analyze‌‍⁠ Korin’s body and​​ look for irregular‍​ changes and movements⁠⁠ in mana.

– Rip! Rip!

She⁠⁠ ripped apart his⁠⁠ clothes and found​‌‌ letters – Rune‌‍ letters.

“This…”⁠⁠⁠

At⁠‍ the start, she​⁠⁠ hadn’t cared too‍‌ much about them.‌ At a glance,‍​ the Rune letters‍‌ just looked like⁠ faint tattoos, and‍ using tattoos to‍ reinforce the body‍​ was quite common,‌‌‍ so Sirin didn’t‌​‌ bother analyzing it‍⁠‍ until now.

She‌‌⁠ didn’t have the​ time to do​​ so either.

But‌ now that his‌ mana was boiling⁠ around the letters,‌ Sirin assumed that​⁠⁠ this must be‍‌‍ the reason behind​​ him coughing out⁠⁠ blood.

Although‌ she wasn’t specialized‍⁠ in Rune spells,‌ she did have‍​ some knowledge of​​​ it from when‍‌ she had studied​ in order to‍​ fight Fermack and‍‌‌ Tates.

Using‍⁠ that knowledge, she​‌ immediately began analyzing​ the Rune letters‌‍‌ engraved on Korin’s‍ body.

[I‌​ will not disregard⁠‌ the misfortune of‌​ the good.]

[I‍⁠‍ do not perceive​ spirits.]

[I‌ will save the​‌ world.]

Duty,‌⁠⁠ Restriction and Pledge.‍‌‌

I see… Sirin thought‌‌ to herself. Now⁠ it made sense⁠​‌ how he was‍ able to defeat‌⁠⁠ Tates Valtazar in‍⁠ the body of‍​ a side character​ called Korin Lork.‌‌‌ It was all‌ thanks to his‍ Precepts.

Precepts​‌​ gave more power⁠ the more you⁠ practiced them. It⁠ was a contract‌‍ with the world‌ itself, which granted‌​ great powers in‌⁠ exchange for a possible retribution when⁠⁠ failing to abide‌​ by it.

Korin‌​ was facing retribution⁠⁠‍ for going against⁠ the Precept, and​ it didn’t take‍​‌ long for Sirin​‌‌ to realize that‌‌​ it was because​⁠‌ of her.

“Ah…”⁠

Because‍ of me?

Is⁠​⁠ it because he’s​​‍ with me?

Was‍ him staying with​ me… going against‌‌ the Precept?

How​ could that be?‍‌ What kind of‍ nonsense was that?​‌

Sirin‍ was shocked.

It‍⁠ felt like the⁠‌ world was declaring‌⁠ to her that‍⁠ she could never​ end up together‍​ with him, and‍‍ it was ever​ so painful and​ frightening.

“Cough…!”‌

“O,⁠‌‍ oppa…”

Please​ don’t be sick.‌ Please don’t cough⁠‌​ out blood. Please,​ don’t die.

“H,​ hold on for⁠‌‌ a bit. I,⁠⁠⁠ I will find‍‍‌ a way to​‌‍ get you better.”‍‌⁠

What‌‌ exactly was the‌ problem? What was⁠⁠‌ wrong with the​⁠‍ Precepts that he‍​‍ was coughing out​⁠ so much blood?‍⁠‍

[I​‌‌ will not disregard​‍⁠ the misfortune of‌‌ the good.]

Ah.⁠​

Don’t‍‍⁠ tell me…

Precepts…​‌​ worked based on‍⁠‍ one’s cognition.

If‍‍‌ for example not​‍​ eating dog meat‌‍ was set as⁠⁠​ one’s Precept, they‌‍ would fail the‌‌ Precept not when‌⁠ they ate dog‍ meat, but the⁠‍ moment they were⁠ aware of it.​‍‍

Most‌​ contract-based spells followed​ the same principle,​‌ and the person⁠‌ in question couldn’t‍ be punished for​​ something they did‍ not even perceive.‌‌​

In‌​ this case with⁠‌‍ the Precept of​​⁠ not disregarding the‌ misfortune of the‍‌ good, it would⁠ be broken the‍ moment Korin-oppa perceived​ that the people‌‌ he considered good‍‍ were becoming unhappy.⁠​

Which‌ could only refer⁠‍ to…

‘Those⁠‍ damn NPC bitches…!’⁠‌

Marie‍‍ Dunareff.

Arden‍‌ sisters.

And‍‍ all the other‌‌ sluts making moves‍‌‍ on oppa!

‘Wait,​⁠ that means…’

If⁠ I were to‌‍‍ kill them, would​ that mean oppa‌ was breaking the‍‍ Precept altogether?

A shocking hypothesis budded‌⁠‌ in her mind⁠‌⁠ as her lips‌⁠‍ began to tremble.‌ Her original plan⁠‍ was to wipe‌‍ out all the‍ bugs around Korin‍‍⁠ to put her⁠ hands on him.‍ If they were‍⁠​ all gone, after​ all, all that‍ would be left‍⁠‌ next to Korin‌​‍ was going to‍‍ be herself.

But⁠ even that appeared​‍ impossible.

It​ seemed… that Korin‍‌ would die if‌‌⁠ she were to‌⁠ kill them all.‌​‍

‘Even‍​⁠ then…!’

For​‍‍ a moment Sirin‌​⁠ thought she would‌‍​ rather have his​ corpse if he‍‍‌ would never be​‍ on her side‌⁠ alive, but the‌​‌ moment she realized‌ what she was⁠ thinking, she felt‍⁠ disgusted by herself.​

What‍ meaning would there​ be to a dead corpse; when‌‌‍ that piece of​‍ flesh would neither⁠‌⁠ whisper words of​​‌ love or gaze‍​‌ at her with​ even hatred…?

With⁠ tears flowing down​​⁠ her cheeks, Sirin‌⁠⁠ tightly held onto‍⁠‌ his hands.

And‍‌ was frightened by​‌ his hands that⁠⁠‌ were as cold​ as that of⁠​ a corpse.

“Ah…”‍‍​

Ahhh…‌‌‍ Why? Why was⁠​ it so hard‍⁠ for me to‌ lay my hands‌ on my loved‍‍​ one?

I had been holding‍​ back for 18‌ years.

I had to cross⁠​ worlds to find​‌ my love!

[Child.⁠​ Go for an⁠ honest love.]

That⁠ was when her⁠ mind suddenly recalled⁠‍​ the advice from‌‌​ the god that‌​⁠ gave her a helping hand. She⁠ never saw herself⁠ following that piece​ of advice but…‌

“…Sirin.”‌​⁠

“U,‍‌‌ un… I’m here,⁠‌⁠ oppa. Oppa… Please,⁠⁠‌ wake up…”

“It’s⁠ okay.”

Korin‌‌⁠ smiled as he‍‍ looked at the‍‍ pale countenance on⁠ Sirin’s face and‍​⁠ laid his hand⁠⁠‍ on her head.​‍⁠

“You’re‍‍ ringing my head.‍ Don’t cry.”

As​ always, this guy‍⁠‌ was always worried⁠‍‍ about other people‌​ even when he⁠‌‌ himself was close‍‍ to death. He​​​ didn’t even have⁠​ the power to‍​ stand up and⁠‌ yet was patting⁠⁠ and consoling her.​⁠⁠

What‍‍‍ a stupid, foolishly‌ gentle-hearted person was⁠​ this…? He should‌⁠ be concerned for‌⁠ his own body‌ and not other​‍ people.

“……”‍‌

Stupid⁠⁠​ idiot. Son of‍⁠ a bitch.

But​‌ because that was‍ the kind of‍ person she had‍‌‌ fallen for;

Park⁠​ Sirin had no‍‍‌ other choice.

****⁠‌‌

“………”‌

Standing‌‍‍ at the entrance‍‍ of Merkarva Academy,⁠⁠‍ Korin looked at‍⁠‌ his two friends⁠​ sleeping nonchalantly in‌⁠ peace.

“Hmm​‌‍ nyaa…”

“Five​​ more minutes…”

Jaeger‌ and Lark. They​ appeared to be‌‍⁠ having the dream⁠‌ of their lives‍ despite sleeping on‌⁠⁠ the cold hard⁠‌ ground of early⁠ morning.

“………”‌

However,‍​‌ Korin Lork couldn’t​⁠⁠ be as peaceful⁠​​ as them.

[Honey.]‌​

He‌‌‌ could still remember​⁠ it.

A flood of memories⁠‍⁠ was taking over⁠​⁠ his consciousness.

The‌‍ memories of him​ sweetly whispering love;​ the memories of​‌ having his hands‍‌ full of a certain part of‌​‍ the body, and‍⁠ how he played​‍ around with the‌‍ body of a fainted lady like⁠ a toy…

“…Wait,‍‌​ hold the fuck‍‍ up.”

What​‌​ was with my​​⁠ ‘first experiences’ happening​⁠ when I’m unconscious?​

“More‍‌ importantly, he’s a girl?!”

It‌​​ was a shocking‍‍ turnaround of the‍‍‍ boy whom he‌​​ had been thinking‌​‍ of as homosexual,​​ who was also‌ his ex-wife with​⁠​ whom he had⁠‍ whispered love and​​‍ slept together albeit​‌‍ for a week…⁠​

“Fuck…​‍​ What’s going on.”⁠⁠

With⁠‍‌ his mind full‌‌ of confusion and‍‌ chaos.

“Haaaaah….”‌‌

All⁠ he could do⁠⁠ was heave out​‍‌ a deep sigh‌⁠‍ from within.

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